September 17, 2007

Well, I am in the full swing of being amazingly busy! Between teaching, school, and my other commitments, I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed. This week has been rather difficult to as it is missions week. Every year during missions conference I can't help but be a little disappointed that I'm still not on the field. God has continued to show me that now is preparation and learning for the next thing. I can almost taste August and the thought of being done with school is exhilarating!

I'm still praying over what the next stage of my life will look like. For a time, I though about going to Alaska to try and put away some money since I will most likely be missionary poor the rest of my life. God has reminded me in amazing ways though that my life is completely in his hands. He is my father and will provide for me through all stages of my life....even when I'm old.

I feel like he has called us to be wise with our money, but I also feel like he has called us to sacrifice.

Right now I have so many passions, it is hard to imagine which one God would have me focus on next. I did have some clarity however... that God has placed in front of me many doors to some amazing ministries. I think I'm just going to have to go and start door testing to see which one he has open for me.