Wow. Been awhile. At the beginning of every school year I take a deep breath and say to myself, "If I can just make it to October." Well, October is here. My children are doing beautifully and I am so proud of them. I continuously challenged to share my love with them and help them to grow in their integrity.

The last few weeks and months have also been a journey for me as I strive to live closer to God and to fast from many of the things that distract me from him. I've also endeavored to spend more time with him each day. It is amazing how full my life is just living to fall in love with him again and earn an income! I feel so blessed to have this time in my life. A time of simplicity and tranquility.

I've fallen completely in love with the simplicity I now live in. I know it will change. It seems that I cannot thrive without some change. However, just living and seeking the next step is a beautiful thing.

This is not to say that there are times that the silence seems to echo. However, God is showing me the beauty in sacrificing all for him. The comforts of this world can make us high...giving us a false sense of well being and suppressing our deep need and hunger for God.