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Dreams, hopes, and desires are like the strings of a silken web. Stronger than steel, yet thin and delicate. Once again I have held on to them, but trying to ignore they are there. Now, I find them entangled around me. I am bound by them. What was once my hopes and dreams I know see as a painful enemy. They cut deep into my flesh as I struggle to move forward.

I am tempted to take hold of them. To break them. To make sure they never interfer with my plans again. Yet, they are attatched to my heart. To break them would create a wound deep within me. They are attached to my heart. They are my heartstrings and could not quiver at the mere vibrations of humanity if removed.

So, I take them and hand them over to God. Praying that he can take what is painful, and use it to build a bridge to my future.

I am so blessed. Yet, at the same time so hopelessly flawed. The fact that God chooses to look down on me and consider me worthy of his love, his discipline, and his consideration never ceases to amaze me.

For him to use me at all is an honor which should never be taken for granted. May my own pride and self worth never get in the way or overshadow in my own mind his greatness.