I can't believe it. I finally made it. I have arrived at a "normal" life, or at least as normal as I can ever expect. I have an amazing apartment, a job, friends, and time to chill in the evening. Yet, I currently feel restless. I always knew that once my masters work had ended that it would be a challenge. The accomplishment of marathons and other large undertaking are often accompanied by being down. The goal has been such a large part of life, that the accomplishment of the goal leaves a void.

For the most part, I've still been extremely busy. Having an evening to myself is such an oddity, however, I don't know quite how to handle it.

I'm hoping to take the time and devote it to extra reading, writing, and prayer. However, being disciplined in these matters is an entirely different exercise than being disciplined in a class which is required for successful completion of a goal!

Today I had a God appointment. We ended up with the leaders of Ridgeline around a table talking about the group. It was one of those meetings that I wish I could take credit for setting up, but God set it up. (I love how his load is so light! He doesn't expect me to see all the needs.) It is amazing how God takes care of us and loves us. He has shown his divine hand in my life so many ways. Not to mention the amazing power of prayer. I know that I have several people praying for me and Ridgeline right now and it makes such a tremendous difference.

Tomorrow I will be finalizing the kids for the all day Kindergarten class. Tonight, I found myself in a rush of excitement. Two years ago I had a passion for an after school program for these kids. It was clear they needed love and guidance that they couldn't find at home. I explored and tried to convince others of its value. They were much like me: seeing the value, but lacking the resources. Now, it is like God had given a little piece of that dream. I get to influence the kids from 8:00 to 3:00 everyday. What an opportunity! God is amazing how he fulfills our dreams. Even the dreams which became quickly distant from our present reality.